Laura

My name is Laura M. LaVoie. I live in Atlanta, GA with my partner of 16 years and our Sphynx cat, Piglet. We are building a cabin in the woods just outside of Asheville, NC. If you're wondering about my credentials, I have a degree in Anthropology from Western Michigan University. I have been published in PanGaia Magazine, Llewellyn's Magical Almanac and Written in Wine: A Devotional Anthology for Dionysos.

 

This isn’t a deep cut in the sense that it is an old song that we can evaluate in a new Pagan light, but rather a true “Deep Cut” as in an unreleased song from an album.  If you listen to the kind of radio station that I do (you know, that plays the kind of music a 30-40something listens to who wants to think they are still relevant), you have probably heard of Australian singer/songwriter Gotye.  His single “Somebody I Used To Know” is taking over airwaves in our hemisphere even though in Oz it is kind of old news.  The song is catchy and fun to sing along to at the top of your lungs in the car when no one else is around.  But this post isn’t about that song.  It also isn’t about his first single, which has an awesome video but I’m only mentioning in passing because it reminds me a lot of old Midge Ure and I don’t think there is enough Midge Ure in the world.

But this post is actually about a different song on the Gotye album.  The song is called “In Your Light” and it just makes me happy to listen to it.  The hand-clapping percussion and lyrics that make you wonder if it is about a lover or the Sun are simply joyful.

Especially in this season between the Solstice and the Equinox, it is nice to be reminded that the sun is returning:

When you’re smiling on me, that is all I need,
To put behind me all my worry and life’s complexities.
Maybe only a moment, but the world just falls away
And I forget myself and everything else that depressed me yesterday

When I sing along to this song in car, it feels very Pagan. I don’t know the religious leanings of Wally De Backer (aka Gotye), but it is just a happy song about the sun or God or someone you love very much and it is just so much fun to listen to.

When I’m in your light, all of this is clear
If only I could always be just as I am right here (in your light)
In your light, just when I’m in your light (in your light)
And I won’t get far if you take that light away

 

With all the talk of the Wicker Man and The Wicker tree, I can’t believe we hadn’t stumbled upon this at all.  The Muppet version of The Wicker Man might be the best thing ever.

You can see the full comic here.

 

I had an opportunity to see the new movie The Wicker Tree today.  I don’t think I have to explain what this movie is to anyone reading The Juggler.  We all know it is the companion piece or “Spiritual Sequel” to The Wicker Man.  I’ve written here before about The Wicker Man, a movie that I loved for all the wrong reasons but still question the reasons we love it as a community.

The original movie, a B Grade film staring Christopher Lee is incredible for the strange Horror-Musical campiness that it exudes. And I have wondered before why this movie is so attractive to Pagans as it depicts an isolated culture of people who still practice human sacrifice.

But The Wicker Tree takes this theme to a whole new level. I have to admit that I really only wanted to see this movie to be able to write about it. I didn’t anticipate enjoying it.  Some of the effect – some of the mystery – would be completely lost because we now understand the formula. What narrative could this movie tell that we didn’t already know?  Well, my personal opinions of the film can be found behind the cut. If you don’t know the story yet you can check out the synopsis at Wikipedia before you read more.

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Arizona based singer-songwriter Celia has released the new song titled “Bridget’s Song” just in time for Imbolc. The song is available for download here.  You can also see the video on YouTube

From Celia’s own facebook page: “Bring on Spring! ‘Bridget’s Song’ is ready! Feel free to share the link far & wide & use this song for Imbolc celebrations.”

Her new album, “For the Asking” is currently available for pre-order on her website.

 

 

I have two confessions to make: I have never seen the HBO Documentary Paradise Lost or the follow up documentary, Paradise Lost 2: Revelations.

I’m not qualified to comment on legal issues presented in this movie. I can form opinions just like anyone else, but those opinions will be based entirely on news stories I read and the third installment of the Paradise Lost series, Purgatory. This aired Thursday night on HBO.  What I can comment on is the quality of the programming and what the modern Pagan community might find most interesting about it.

If you are not acquainted with the story of the West Memphis 3, there are plenty of available resources.  I knew as much as was covered in the national news over the last 17 years before sitting down and tuning on HBO.

The filmmakers did a good job of summarizing the events for people who might not have seen their first two installments.  It brings the story up to date, shows the celebrity involvement to make the case public, and brings up the information from forensic experts who declare that they can’t say who did it but it was less than likely any of the WM3 were involved.  There are interviews with the men who had been in prison since the early 90s, all three maintaining their innocence.  Most importantly, the documentary includes an epilogue describing what happened in August of last year.  In fact, the movie was scheduled to be aired in November of 2011, but the events of the surprise hearing in August made them pull the movie and include the new information.

The men were offered an Alford Plea from the state.  I was moved my John Mark Byers, father of one of the murdered boys, who has spent some time reconsidering the events and believes that the three teenagers were not responsible for the crimes.  He is interviewed outside of the courthouse where he declares the Alford Plea to be “bullshit”.

I can’t help but agree with Byers – a man who at one time burned the WM3 in efigy and later was accused by Echols himself. Today, he firmly believes that the three men are innocent and added his voice to the fight for a new trial.

They would have been granted a new trial, according to the documentary, but Arkansas made a sharp left turn by calling a special hearing and offering them the Alford plea.  Rather than exonerating the three convicted men, this option exonerates the state from being accused of a witch hunt themselves. They wash their hands of it, the men proclaim innocence but declare guilt and everyone goes home and about their business. Meanwhile, someone really brutally murdered three little boys and they will never be caught. They can never be tried for these crimes because someone else is listed as guilty. But why would the state just let three murderers walk free unless they thought they would lose the new trial?  In Byer’s words, it is indeed Bullshit.

Of course the idea of a legal witch hunt is important to modern pagans.  The film makes a convincing case that Echols was convicted of being “weird”. Baldwin was convicted for being friends with the weird kid. Misskelley appears to be convicted because he was simple. This is disturbing for anyone, not just Pagans. One of the most disturbing segments of the documentary focused on Dr. Dale Griffis, the prosecutions so-called Occult Expert. During the trial, the defense attempted to discredit him but the judge was unconvinced – a mail order degree from an uncredited school was a perfectly fine way to declare expertise in a field. But the documentary shows Griffis’ office – and the hand drawn degree mounted on the wall and the drawers and drawers of vVHS tapes of him speaking on the subject. Turns out, a year before the murders, the local police had contacted him about Echols. Provided him with drawings and writings that Echols had done – including wizards holding “athames” and pentagrams. To some people, these appear to be angsty teenage doodlings. To Griffis, this was clearly Echol’s way to commune with the devil.  The now elderly “expert” shakily unfolds these drawings for the camera to discuss what they mean. It is clear that the police had their eyes on the teenager for a long time, and any reason to pin him down to something devastating was just waiting to rear its head. However, we  should also be cautious that we don’t paint Echols as a martyr. He had a troubled past, but it is an important distinction that a being a troubled teen does not mean a person has committed murder. We are fond as a country of sensationalizing murder trials. I appears we have been doing it since Salem.  And just look at Casey Anthony and Joran van der Sloot – guilt or innocence doesn’t actually mater as long as it makes for an interesting news story.

The documentary is moving. It is challenging. It is even in some ways inspiring. But even though the WM3 have walked out of jail, they are not entirely free. They are marked. They have a past. They will always have a cloud around them.  In this case, though, the documentary was not simply about documentation. After the first film, they raised enough doubts to encourage people to take action.  They made a second film to show the world what they discovered.  They made a third film to show how people were trying to work together to free these men. This is not only a social commentary – this was social action.

 

 

I don’t have much to share, but I wanted to let everyone know that the third documentary about the West Memphis 3 titled Purgatory will premier tonight at 9pm on HBO.

 

Please allow me some time to indulge in self-reflection.

I mentioned in my last post that I have been struggling with my relationship to popular culture lately.  In truth, my love of television and other entertainment media had been a big part of my identity for a very long time. And I do still love TV – I am very excited for the return of Fringe on Friday as well as some of the other shows that I have been enjoying. But the way I interact with those things has fundamentally changed and I have been trying to figure out what that means for me.

When Jason at the Wild Hunt was on vacation toward the end of last year he tapped me as one of the guest posters. I was honored by this and was happy to be able to post about a project that is very dear to me.  As one of the contributors on The Juggler I could have easily done a post about the importance of pop-culture depictions of paganism, but something else was really tugging at my soul. I wrote primarily about our trip to South Africa but also about how I am currently downsizing my life to be able to live off the grid in a 120 square foot house. I was kind of shocked by the responses. Many people were supportive of our mission to help the kids in South Africa, but there was an entire thread about whether or not it made rational sense to move into a house that small and live in that way.  I was surprised because the post was not really about off the grid living in a tiny house but more about how the processing of transitioning my life led me to a place in my life where I was open to opportunities that I had never before considered.  In any case, whether one focuses on living in a tiny house or on traveling to a foreign country to help orphans, my life is fundamentally changing.

And in that life, I am trying to reconcile my relationship with pop culture. Every time I sit down to write about this television show or that commerical or a movie that is coming out, I can’t help but let doubt cloud my thoughts. What is the point?  Who cares? How does that matter to anyone?  And then I stop. I can’t even get past typing an introductory sentence.  My personal evolution is very positive. I had never been the person to volunteer or give to charities but I find myself wanting to spend a lot of time brainstorming fundraising ideas or planning the shelter. That I love television as much as I do speaks to the fact that transitioning to a simpler life will be difficult without access to cable and those forms of entertainment.  I won’t be able to easily tune in to Once Upon A Time at 8pm on Sundays next year and it is not panic inducing for me, though it might have been a year ago. Now I thinking of things I can do with my time to enjoy the simple life: gardening, cooking, canning, brewing, more building, or helping to raise money for the Zulu Orphan Alliance. Doing those things aren’t inherantly better or worse than watching televion, they are just very different and I am at a crossroads in my life and looking forward to traveling down this new path.

Living the simple life does not mean I am going to be cut off from the world. In fact, there are many modern conveniences that are making this transition possible. Being able to read my books on a kindle app or listen to music through my iPod are essential to living in such a small space. We have internet access and I’m not giving up social networking or blogging as they are very important to my journey.  But I keep wondering how pop-culture entertainment can fit into my new life. How does it actually matter?

 

That is my question for you, Jugglers. What do our readers want for the future of this blog?  We have some amazing writers puting out some amazing information on books, movies, music, television…you name it. Does it matter to you as a reader? How are you interacting with these things in your lives? What do you want to read about? How does it matter to our communites? How does it help us grow and evolve? How does pop-culture serve us?

 

I wanted to start by saying that this week’s episode of Once Upon A Time has been my favorite of the season. Not the least of which is that we met the Huntsman from Snow White. In his first scene, he killed a deer and then prayed over the animal to thank it for it’s sacrifice. His character was about as Pagan as Pagan could get and not be called “Pagan”. Unfortunately, they won’t have an opportunity to expand on his character. However, we also learned a little more about the Evil Queen/Regina which isn’t necessarily surprising but is a great advancement of the storyline.

American Horror Story also had a banner week last week. (I have not yet watched yesterday’s episode…I am waiting for Saturday to do that).  The episode “Smoldering Children” was praised by critics and fans alike. The story took a way cool twist that, like the queen in OUAT, wasn’t unexpected but was very well done. I just fear that Ryan Murphy and his writing team are falling too far down the rabbit-hole exposition. Like the absurdity of Glee, AHS’s gruesomeness shouldn’t need to be explained it should just unravel. There are parts of me that wonders if this is just shoddy story telling and they are covering up for some continuity errors from previous episodes.

However, if you do want to have some fun at the expense of Glee – check out the Community Christmas Episode that aired last week. Fabulous!

However, ‘Tis the Season for all things Christmas on television. You can’t escape it. Even this week’s actual Glee episode they got a little Jesus-y on us. Not that there is anything wrong with that, but they also have these Jewish characters who just sort of went along with for the ride.  Every time you change the channel you see another made for television movie about one Christmas Miracle or another. I love holiday schmaltz as much as the next girl, but after a while I prefer something with a little more substance. There are three old Christmas specials that, as Pagans, we should all have in our Yule Movie Library.

The Muppets Christmas Carol

Really, any version of A Christmas Carol is very Pagan friendly. Scrooge is visited by three spirits to teach him about karma.  I happen to love the style and humor of the Muppets version of the story.

Emmet Otter’s Jug Band Christmas

Another offering by Jim Henson, this old production from the 70s is still just as awesome today. It is a twist of the Gift of the Magi story, and yes I know that it is fundamentally Christian in nature. But the little otters of Frog Hollow do a great job telling the story without any judgement in that regard. Plus, the puppetry and tiny sets in the special are awe-inspiring.

The Life and Adventures of Santa Claus

I actually wrote about this last year, so click on the link to see what I already said. But this story is undeniably Pagan in tone and well worth a place in all of our holiday traditions.

 

 

 

 

Hello Jugglers. Contrary to popular belief I haven’t fallen off the face of the earth. Okay, maybe there isn’t any sort of popular belief – I am not even sure anyone noticed I hadn’t been posting. My apologies for not being around much. There have been a few reasons for that.

In November I took a trip to South Africa to visit friends, but there was a broader mission, if you will, to the trip. These friends are with an organization dedicated to helping children affected by the AIDS and child rape epidemics in that country. We went over to help them start a project to build a shelter for the 20 children who are currently living in a two bedroom house in the townships outside of Durban. We hope to not only build a sustainable place for these kids, but offer a place for additional kids who need help.  While we were in Durban we did our fair share of tourist activities, but we also did quite a bit of work with the people there and have forged friendships and partnerships that will last us a lifetime. This experience has affected my outlook on several things – including my relationship with my television.  On top of that, we are preparing to move into our 120 square foot off the grid house next year and my habits will have to change drastically at that time.

Also, as it turns out, we have entered the mid-season hiatus time of year.  So, even if I did feel like watching a lot of television, there isn’t anything on from now until after the first of the year. Whichever one is the actual reason for my absence is still up for interpretation.

Don’t get me wrong, I did spend some time after returning to catch up with things I recorded while we were gone. However, there was a time in my life that I would have spent the first three days back from a trip catching up on everything at once. That was not the case with this trip back. I took my time, watched them as I had a spare hour or two while not working on projects for the ZOA or the Tiny House (not to mention working a full time job).  I don’t know what this means for my future here at the Juggler – or at least as someone who regularly keeps up with sci-fi television for our readers, but my life is changing and I may have to find a new place for myself.

But, since I am still here I thought I would recap some of the television up through the mid season hiatus.

Fringe – Still my favorite show on TV. This season has been an absolute roller coaster. First there was no Peter, then Peter was back but no one knew who he was. But wait – maybe it isn’t actually Peter that is out of place.  What if everyone else is part of yet another alternate universe? Fringe plays a hardball game with the concept of infinite universes and I trust that they know where they will be taking us.  Mid-season ended with a cliffhanger that makes us rethink everything we thought before. How could they…again?

The Walking Dead – Just like Fringe, even though this show isn’t specifically Pagan there are a lot of things that spiritual people of any faith can take from the series. This season, more than the establishing mythology of the first, is really about exploring our relationships to the post apocalyptic world around us and how it might change us. Characters we thought of as bad are surprisingly good. Characters who we thought were good are really really bad and characters we thought were alive…well, might not be.  Watching Shane’s spiral into darkness is stark and challenging.  It is painful to watch from the audience perspective because not everyone on screen sees what has happened to him.  On top of that, we have a family cut off from the horrors of the outside world who believe that the Walkers (zombies) are just sick people and are keeping them in a barn waiting for a cure. In the mid-season ender, there is an incredibly moving scene where our band of survivors make a difficult choice – especially when this concept hits very close to home for them.  Some other fans have been saying they find this season slow, but I disagree. I think the character development we have seen this year will really help us understand better how the show will continue and make us care more about the survivors as the story progresses.

American Horror Story – I wrote about this quickly before we left for SA, but I really can’t keep up with it like I can other series. It terrifies me – so Ryan Murphy; Mission Accomplished. I made the mistake of watching last week’s episode on Friday night before bed.  Spooky Little Girl was possibly one of the most visually terrifying show of the series so far. I tried to cleanse my palate by watching a rerun of The Big Bang Theory after it was over. I tried to go to bed, but I couldn’t sleep so I ended up sleeping on the couch with the lights and the Disney Channel on. True story.  Anyway, the show is completely over the top and entirely unbelievable – and yet, you can’t look away. The layers this show is built upon are dense and exciting. And it all exists in a little mythology so ridiculous that if it were packaged any other way would be asinine. But as it is, the show is fun. It is as fun as it is evil.

Grimm and Once Upon A Time – The head-to-head competition for the best Fairy Tale series is still continuing. I have to admit, I prefer the Monster of the Week theme of Grimm over the LOST-style flashbacks of Once Upon A Time. But, both are reasonably enjoyable. One thing I can say for Grimm that I haven’t been able to say about OUAT is that I am learning new things. The last two episodes featured tales that I wasn’t particularly familiar with, The Queen Bee and Bluebeard, which lead me to research and read versions of these stories the next day. How often does network television make you do research like that?

I’ll be sure to post updates as I can after series return post-Winter Holidays. Also, definitely stay tuned for more posts about beer – which will remain one of my favorite cultural topics and hobbies.

 

Just a quick post before I head out the door this morning. There is a new show on FX that you should be watching. American Horror Story is the twisted tale of a family moving in to a really haunted house. Surprisingly, it is brought to us by the same writers and producers of Glee. It is incredible. I had heard about the show, but due to my predisposition toward nightmares I had chosen to avoid it. One Saturday while the sun was shining and my partner was playing on-line chess in the next room, I decided to give it a shot and pulled it up on my cable’s On Demand feature.  I watched the first three episodes and while I was sufficiently terrified, I also thought it was incredible. I encourage you to go watch it, especially if you might lean toward preferring darker entertainment. The horror story portion of the show is intense, but it is so flawlessly interwoven with the mythology of these characters that I believe it might be one of the best written series on television right now.

Now, here is the thing. Since I have initiated a self-imposed moratorium on watching the show both after dark and when I am alone, I have been unable to keep up with the series. I am now three episodes behind. But, I have purchased those episodes through the Amazon instant video store and will be catching up on the plane to South Africa.  After I sleep, of course.

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